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Well then:

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This is definitely something new. 

Almost two years since I decided to update this thing and now I get the inspiration to do it. Wonderful. Right then. 

'Sup people, how's things? Two years going by does some weird stuff for myself and it has been one hell of a bumpy ride, can tell you that. Multiple jobs, some real-life shit and getting the gears in my life working again brings me back to where I am today and man... It's been a memory or nine. 

I've been attempting to get back into shit that kept me happy and entertained. I found it again via painting. Not pictures (as I can't draw for shit still) but toy soldiers and I'm happy with how I'm going about it now. It's just... Well, I've gotten better let's just say that. 

In regards of my poetry and the like (if you could call it that) I'll get onto it when I get the inspiration to do so. It's really difficult to get the drive for something that I'm struggling to dig up, y'know? 

Well, either way, nice lil' pop-up and the like to prove I've not become a machine and disappeared. Expect some updates every now and again, yeah? 

Peace out. 
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After a somewhat dazed existance into doing other things, I kinda return to the fold. So, first thing is first. 

Safe. 

How you all been? Good? Cool. 

It's been quite a while since my last Journal Entry, as in, well... Almost-two and-a-half years. Life has.. Progressed slightly. I'll describe faintly. 

Got a job in October 2013. It's not the best job but it pays. A few people disagree with the job (some friends I know, and some family) and have stated that it's killing me off emotionally, but I need the money. For those who don't know yet, I tell people to pay their Taxes in the UK. It can escalate, but I've met some good guys in the workforce, and made some new friends. So, life goes on, I suppose. It's been like that for the last couple of years. 

Events happened, and conclusions were met. 

In regards of my stuff, I've started feeling the urge to write up feelings again (and not all "emo" toss) which is a nice and sudden change. I'm also getting compliments for some of my stuff, too, which is a bonus. That stuff should start appearing a little more frequently, but for the moment, it's a come-and-go moment. 

And... That would be everything. Hope you guys are alright, and I hope the last couple of years have been kind to you. 
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It's a bit funny, isn't it?

Every year, we're doomed to extinction. Every year, we have some form of damnable attempt to ridding humanity from the safe confines of this floating, blue orb in a space that couldn't really care about if another planet went 'pop'.

Ah well, morbid stuff aside, 2012 was an... Interesting year. Let's begin with something everyone should have.

Friends: I've met a lot of new ones. And I mean, a lot of friends. An example, I actually spent the New Years in another city in another house. The city was also pretty as fuck. If you're not family with the city of Lincoln in the UK, look it up, seriously. It's also a really nice sight at night. The cathedral lights up in bright purples and blues to which, I'm a massive fan.

Hobbies: They haven't really changed. Still a LARPer. Still a collector of miniatures. And still someone who should write more than he does. Maybe this year, hm?

Life: Still unemployed. Mainly due to my home city being shit in terms of finding work. I may have to move away just to find work, which is a slightly upsetting thought, but nevertheless one to be considered, I guess.

And... That's it? I think so. I hope you all had a good New Years, and I hope you all forget about 2012's problems.

In all honesty, I've got a pretty good feeling about the World exploding in Apocalyptic fashion this year! :D
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Yes, this is an update. Yes, I am awake ridiculously early. Yes, I am attempting to do a Melbourne Shuffle. No, not right now.

Right, anyway. Hello, gents, watchers, ladies, deviants and people who occasionally check my page for any updates. It's about time I actually wrote a journal, isn't it? Last time I wrote one, it was... May? I can't really remember. Anywho, recent updates on the past several months (half a year, shhhhh):

- Finally finished college. Yes, it was a pain in the ass. Yes, it was overly painful to finish. And yes, I did only manage to get a decent result. So, all-in-all: Profit. For the years I spent at college, I did actually enjoy most of it (notice the most) and thoroughly tried to get the work done. I have difficulties asking for help, so I did suffer with mainly doing the work by myself, and only when the tutors came over to me to help did I actually get anywhere. Now I'm done, most of the people I met in the course I did are now in University and I'm now sitting here. Job hunting...

- In terms of hobbies and anything. LARP. Yes, let's talk about probably one of the nerdiest hobbies under the sun. That comes before pen'n'paper role-play on the nerd scale. Sadly, the previous journal mentioned my character being a Skathen, which ended really quickly upon the actual event. The kit just, really, made it impossible to breathe properly, so I was unable to do so. The character got killed off very quickly due to this, and I'm content, as are most of my friends who supported me in it (and helped me to my feet when I was found coughing loudly) at the time. Either way, a hobby is a hobby. Health always comes before it. At the current moment in time, though, I am now playing a Fae/Fey/Fay (take whatever spelling of it you want) called Shio. Was interesting my first event. Got a lovely daemonic and angelic soul rammed into Shio, so.. The best way to describe it is Daemonhood for 40k and... Being eternally damned for anything else.

- Over the Autumn months I had my bedroom redecorated. It needed it. So badly. It hasn't changed since I was 3, so it was nice to have a new room. A lot cleaner. And able to clean it is a nice touch as well. Carpets are bitches to hoover. So yeah. My end of the world is now different and nicer to live in. Both are a positive.

- 2012. Yes. I shall celebrate you with a complimentary drink of something alcoholic. I shall do the same when the Earth apparently explodes.

- Anything else, well.. Not really, no. Still a freak of nature. Still play card games, computer games, run around in a field dressed like a spoon while hitting people with foam swords, sitting at home in the dark listening to EBM, Heavy Metal and Classical music while grinning all the while. And breaking my body clock. Can never seem to fix the thing.

All-in-all... Thank you, 2011. A decent year gets a decent send-off. May you be the best year of them all.
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Just a quick re-update of some sort mainly due to the fact that my old entry is OLD. Main things that have happened as pretty much as follows:

- Newest thing to happen was the previous LARP event I went to. Talos died. Next character will be a Skathen (yes, I spelt it wrong for a reason. Mainly due to GW's Copyright laws) called Snikit. Should be fun.
- Summer's coming back. Blergh. Worst season ever.
- Deviations are slow, yes, I've noticed this. Don't worry, I'm not that dead. Just been lacking inspiration.
- Taking a break from le olde Warhammer. Been playing Warmachine and Hordes lately, as well as getting into card games such as Magic: The Gathering. Also, no, I haven't quit Warhammer. I still buy the odd shit here 'n there.
- Bedroom is being redecorated. Sleeping in the living room is both awesome (warm) and bad (7am wake ups by a very loud younger sister going to school).
- 'bout it, really.

But yeah, that's about all there is. College still exists and hence I still have to go there. Nearly done and dusted, so job hunting begins soon-ish. Apart from that, the life I have been living is relatively awesome at the moment as it continues.

Anywho, see you lot around and thanks for still watching this profile.

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Wenn sie Brust schwimmt ist das schön
dann kann ich in ihr Zentrum sehn
Nicht dass die Brust das Schöne wär
Ich schwimm ihr einfach hinterher
Funkenstaub fließt aus der Mitte
ein Feuerwerk springt aus dem Schritt

Feuer und Wasser kommt nicht zusammen
Kann man nicht binden sind nicht verwandt
In Funken versunken steh ich in Flammen
und bin im Wasser verbrannt
Im Wasser verbrannt

Wenn sie nackt schwimmt ist das schön
dann will ich sie von hinten sehn
Nicht dass die Brüste reizvoll wären
Die Beine öffnen sich wie Scheren
Dann leuchtet heiß aus dem Versteck
die Flamme aus dem Schenkeleck

Sie schwimmt vorbei bemerkt mich nicht
Ich bin ihr Schatten sie steht im Licht
Da ist keine Hoffnung und keine Zuversicht denn

Feuer und Wasser kommt nicht zusammen
Kann man nicht binden sind nicht verwandt
In Funken versunken steh ich in Flammen
und bin im Wasser verbrannt
So kocht das Blut in meinen Lenden
Ich halt sie fest mit nassen Händen
Glatt wie ein Fisch und kalt wie Eis
sie wird sich nicht an mich verschwenden
Ich weiß

Feuer und Wasser kommt nie zusammen
Kann man nicht binden sind nicht verwandt
In Funken versunken steh ich in Flammen
und bin im Wasser verbrannt

Feuer Und Wasser -- Rammstein.
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